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Myyyyyyyyy speech outline is crap, surprise surprise.

I'm not actually giving it until Monday, but we have to turn in our outlines tomorrow and I won't be able to deviate much from it, no matter how much I practice during the week. Ffffffffffffff.

sigh.

See if I actually did work when I had time, this shit wouldn't happen. Also, I didn't do any Japanese. Again. when I had all spring break to do it.

WHY AM I SO FAIL AT SCHOOL ANYMORE

Senioritis I guess :(

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So I was going to do some Japanese during work today.

But I didn't bring my notebook with all my worksheets etc in it, because yesterday I had it in my laptop bag instead of my usual one.

APRIL FOOLS!!!11!1!!

God I'm an idiot. Seriously. I can't even... Dammit.

I'm getting dumber by the day :(

I really might not go without my notebook or any actual work done. I don't even get grades in that class, seeing as I'm not even actually registered for it. I just don't want to be a DISAPPOINTMENT.

Time to commit seppuku.

I think (I hope) not sleeping enough is contributing. I'm so good at not going to bed on time, and I've never been good at running on 6 hours of sleep or less. Tonight, since I don't have anything outright due tomorrow, I really should go to bed EARLY. Like 10 PM early. Because this can't go on or I will lose my miinnnddddd