MAN I feel like a douche right now. Uhm. Again.
So I was supposed to be going to a birthday party at Rose's house for Andrew. But like, I hadn't heard what time it was so I texted Rose to ask, didn't hear back for like an hour so I called and happened to call right when she was going on break from work. And due to work, stuff wouldn't be happening until 10ish and she said she'd call me. Ok, I said. Late, but whatever I can deal. Ten o'clock rolls around and I haven't heard from Rose yet. I sit around till about 10:30 and decide "fuck it she's probably home by now right?" so I drive out to her house (which is pretty far out there) and I was like "oh. her car's not even there. In fact, there's like... almost nobody here." So I turn around and call her from my car. They're out to eat still. It's about 11 by now and I"m like .... uh... really? Cuz. It's 11. I said something that implied basically that I still wanted to do stuff. Then I went to Sonic feeling grumpy. And then I hit a stoplight and spilled soda in my car. And now it's 11:25, I still haven't heard anything and I"m think I really should just go to bed.
I'm really annoyed about it though cuz I was completely looking forward to it all week too. I'm hoping they decide to do it some other night considering the lateness but I dunno.
It's not worth it on a mondayyyyy!!!!!!!!
WHY DO MY ATTEMPTS AT SOCIALNESS FAILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL augh. I want to hang out with this Andrew guy more but I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO IT IF IT'S GONNA BE LIKE THIS, APPARENTLY. WHAT THE HELL.