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Nov. 18th, 2006 09:42 pmI feel like changing my name on here to no_shit_sherlock. On Krap, Toni changed it to that and I kind of like it! But then I'd have to pay for a rename token and.... screw that noise. Maybe if I get cash for Christmas I'll do it. I'm also amused by boobus_britannicus, but I feel like that doesn't count since I'm not British (even if it is just a mean name for Dr. Watson)
Man I'm glad it's break. Had problems yesterday dealing with my missing chemistry lab book that was either forgotton or snatched by the guy that isn't my usual lab partner (don't know which, but I suspect the latter) though with undue panic on my part. I cry way too much. It's debilitating and frustrating and because it's frustrating I cry more and ARGHGHH. My dad says I'll grow out of it but I'm not convinced. I wish I could actively TRAIN myself out of it, but I can't even get myself to STOP crying once I start and that just creates mroe problems. Because if I'm bawling I can't properly communicate with people to solve whatever it is that's upsetting me. Or I just have to talk to them while crying which is completely EMBARRASSING and makes me feel like some sort of disgusting hysterical female stereotype =\\\\
but ANYYYYYYYYWAYYYY
I really really really want to buy FFXII, but I really really should hold off until the semester is 100% finished, lest my brain shut down and run off to videogameland.
I think I might try to rearrange my room so I can fit my piano in here. I never practice cuz I'm so self concious. The way I'm thinking will be pretty cramped since my room is only 10ft square. BUT! It might work. Dunno. Maybe I'll try it tomorrow.
Feeling a bit pouty about Thanksgiving. Claire can't go because she has to work at 3:30 AM the day after (lol WHAAAAAATTTT the hell, starbucks). My dad is going to Arizona to visit family and I'm invited obviously but I'd have to share a hotel room with my dad and oh GODDDDD I don't want to do that. The snoringggggggggggggg D: D:
Plus they're not cooking dinner, they're going to some buffet thing for thanksgiving. That's just.... so... wrong. BOOOOOOOOO.
I found a jacket I like at Target but it's kind of too wide for me :'( :'( :'(
I want a nice jacket! I only have frumpy sweatshirt jackets! STACY AND CLINTON COME GIVE ME 5000$ AND A MAKEOVER!
Man I'm glad it's break. Had problems yesterday dealing with my missing chemistry lab book that was either forgotton or snatched by the guy that isn't my usual lab partner (don't know which, but I suspect the latter) though with undue panic on my part. I cry way too much. It's debilitating and frustrating and because it's frustrating I cry more and ARGHGHH. My dad says I'll grow out of it but I'm not convinced. I wish I could actively TRAIN myself out of it, but I can't even get myself to STOP crying once I start and that just creates mroe problems. Because if I'm bawling I can't properly communicate with people to solve whatever it is that's upsetting me. Or I just have to talk to them while crying which is completely EMBARRASSING and makes me feel like some sort of disgusting hysterical female stereotype =\\\\
but ANYYYYYYYYWAYYYY
I really really really want to buy FFXII, but I really really should hold off until the semester is 100% finished, lest my brain shut down and run off to videogameland.
I think I might try to rearrange my room so I can fit my piano in here. I never practice cuz I'm so self concious. The way I'm thinking will be pretty cramped since my room is only 10ft square. BUT! It might work. Dunno. Maybe I'll try it tomorrow.
Feeling a bit pouty about Thanksgiving. Claire can't go because she has to work at 3:30 AM the day after (lol WHAAAAAATTTT the hell, starbucks). My dad is going to Arizona to visit family and I'm invited obviously but I'd have to share a hotel room with my dad and oh GODDDDD I don't want to do that. The snoringggggggggggggg D: D:
Plus they're not cooking dinner, they're going to some buffet thing for thanksgiving. That's just.... so... wrong. BOOOOOOOOO.
I found a jacket I like at Target but it's kind of too wide for me :'( :'( :'(
I want a nice jacket! I only have frumpy sweatshirt jackets! STACY AND CLINTON COME GIVE ME 5000$ AND A MAKEOVER!
