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ok should have studied chemistry more and watched art school confidential less. Grahfajsdkf.

I think my kickass first test grade has lulled me into a false sense of security and the fact that none of this purity of solution and titration MADNESS makes any sense whatsoever is, to understate the matter, distressing. Gonk gonk gonk gonk.

And now I'm journalling about it instead of y'know, trying to sort it out.

dummy dummy dummy dummy dummy

maybe i should wake up early and go to the other section's review session at 8:55 D:

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11 hours is far too long to be on campus. I don't think I blew that test completely but... eh. I don't know. Confidence: low. Once again, I didn't FAIL it but I just have that feeling of being SO SURE i could have worked harder and done better etc etc perfectionism

Next week:
monday: Ecology test
tuesday: Japanese presentation
friday: Ecology paper

Is one's 2.5x older than you boss loaning you Jeremy Brett DVD's cool or creepy? cuz that's what my boss did today. And I've got The Memoirs of Sherlock Holmes taunting me while I have no time to watch it ToT

I'm gonna.... go.... boil my head or something.