I got the key to the apartment I'm supposed to be moving into.
Oh god.
I stepped in the door and the first thing I thought is I don't want to live here ever.
And now I'm panicking.
I wonder if I can get my summer assignment switched so I can just stay here and maybe look for an off campus place for when the semester comes.
I just...
I feel so dumb for signing up for the place without ever having been there. I don't even know if there's room for my piano in it. The paint over the sink is peeling off, it's dismally dark, the chair that goes with the desk is falling apart I just... Oh god.
EDIT: Well, they were really nice about letting me stay where I am for the summer. That means I don't really know what I'm doing for fall but... I guess I can figure that out when the time comes. I hope that doesn't make me a spoiled brat buuuut... I guess it worked out. It was only 17 bucks cheaper to stay in the crap place for the summer anyway. Problem solved temporarily.