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This morning is eewwww.

Went to bed at around 3 AM because I was doing Chemistry and .... reading Jeeves and Wooster fanfic ... and by then I was like DEAR GOD I NEED TO JUST GO TO BED. I was sort of hungry but I was too tired/lazy to make food so I went to bed hungry, which never really works cuz then I sleep badly. I did manage to fall asleep but I had a dream that somebody was bombing us, but it was a really really super weird dream. There were yachts involved? I don't really remeber. I think our bomb shelter was a tent. That's.... effective.

Anyhow.

There's a Japanese Club meeting today. I never went last year because it was during my piano lesson. It's kind of ALOT inconvenient though because my last class gets out at 3:30, the meeting is at 4:00 and I have a lab at 6. An hour/An hour and a half is not enough time to go home in between. So if I go to this meeting I will be on campus from 11:00 AM till probably 8:00 PM
;_____;

I guess I can decide after ecology if I'm gonna stay and if I do, buy some food on campus or something.

Speaking of which I could use some more food than just cereal and to finish getting ready.
okbye

uhm.

Avast?

I suck.

know WHY?

Cuz I just ran into carmello again.

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

he rambled at me about some gallery show he went to in el pas and how AMAZING AND DEEP it was.
And and and I REALLY DON'T LIKE THAT GUY.

Before he left he was like "well I can give you a call or something if you want, see if you're not busy...." and I was ilke "uhhhhhh well uhhhhhhhhhh whateverrrrr.........................."
and it sucked.

and I'm awkward.

and WHY GOD WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

>:O

ok gonna ... do japanese homework i should have done last night now ;_____;

MANDA CHECK OUT WHAT HAPPENED 2 YEARS AGO TODAY

lolz :'(

FFJJFJF

today was as lame as a monday ever has been. Early morning doc appointment to get a new BC prescription but I couldn't get the full exam cuz I'm all messed up due to getting off last week so I just get one month and I have to go back on the 15th for another early morning appointment but this time it's the whole thing.

And then I had lab in the evening. I guess it wasn't THAT bad but the lab partner I ended up with hasn't had chemistry in a long time (which is weird since I'm in 112 not 11) but that means I'm going to have to be explaining pretty much everything to him the whole way through, I predict. LAME.

Have also slept on the couch the past two days cuz RUMBLERUMBLERUMBLE. Haven't decided if I'm going to try again tonight. Last night I didn't sleep for CRAP.

HOWEVER! I did go to the office and ask about that and I was expecting to be told that that's just how the A/C but the lady said it really shouldn't be like that and sent a maintenence person to check out how it actually sounded and she said that it's normal for it to have mechanical noise over there because the three a/c units (for our apartment and the two below us) are on our roof. But she said it's not supposed to be that loud and that it probably means something is up with one of them. Supposedly somebody will be coming by to check out the units tomorrow. I HOPE IT GETS BETTER I WILL BE SO MAD IF IT DOESN'T. But at least it really IS louder than normal and I'm not just being a big princess-and-the-pea pussy. =\

Hey guess who's already behind in reading for classes! Inevitable =\

I never signed up for piano lessons again this semester. I just toally spaced it. I'm pretty sure it's not too late but I have to find some lady named York but I don't know anythign else about her but the last name or anything. Shouldn't be that hard I just have to actually like... Do it.

Xenosaga III comes out tomorrow (more like wednesday in reality) but I dunno when I'm actually going to buy it. Rent's coming up and my next paycheck is going to be like half of what it should be I think? Something like that. Soooo... Shelling out 40 bucks for a game doesn't sound like a very good idea. And I'm still bitter about XSII. I started replaying it and it is most definitely worse than I remember from the first time through. The acting the directing the gameplay EVERYTHING is just... GNAR. Ok it had a few shining moments. but FEW. Bah.

I should get ready for bed.

I think I'm down to six hours a week at work now because my thursday schedule isn't very allowing for the hours folks are at the office and another girl there wants to work a little more. So that means instead of 120 a paycheck it'll be 72. =\

I've only got 13 credit hours this semester so I feel like I *should* be able to work more than I am. SIGH. As much as I didn't want to work during school these past few semesters, I SURE LIKE GETTING MONEY. It'll proooobably be for the better ultimately. But I want that 48 bucks back! I imagine people's schedules might be shifting around and so on, so maybe i can get some of those back. Because that's hardly going to help anything. I'll talk to my boss and see what we can do maybe. Now that I'm paying bills once a month instead of in a heap to the university at the beginning of the semester I feel more obligated to contribute.


:(

Update... well....

Kitty passed away about 4 this afternoon. My dad hadn't called me by about 6 and I was like "uhm..." so I called and he totally didn't want to tell me, but he did eventually. WAAAAH :(

Kitty :(

In memory, here is the only picture of him I seem to have access to because I left most of my picture junk in carlsbad:
Some ridiculous page my sister made for him when we first got the internet. Worst Picture Ever

He was alot better looking than that, I swear.
Alot.
Not all... pixelly.

Sigh :(

Gonna be so freaky coming home and having him not be there next time....

Dear Indy,
I'm gonna miss you, you old fart. I'm really sorry for all the times we dressed you up in doll clothes. We were really little and didn't know anybody. I didn't really mind much when you would knead my head and chew on my hair until you started biting my scalp. That was a bit out of line. I'm also sorry we always made fun of your squeaky voice. That's our fault for neutering you. Sorry for... you know.... destroying your masculinity. I hope the times I let you drool all over me in your old age help make up for it just a little.

Really gonna miss you. Even if you bit me alot.
Love,
Anne

lajksdf;j having moving anxiety.

The air conditioner at our new place seems to suck. ALOT. This is absolutely intolerable when you live in nature's hair dryer. I expressed distress at the toasty state of the place and my sister was like NO IT'S BETTER THAN IT WAS and I'm like yeah it's better than no a/c but it's still ajsdf;jfjf

Somehow the a/c at this apartment I'm in now works great and I don't know why.

Anyway.

We moved a bunch of my sister's stuff and a dresser for me today after dark because it's too hot to LIVE while the sun is up. And it was still absolutely awful. I like my sister's idea of doing it like a relay. 3rd floor. ugh.

Anyway. All I can do is hope that it gets better. I also hope me and Claire and Charles all get along okay when we live together. It's almost a little sad because I always go over there when I don't feel like being at home but that'll be home so WHERE WILL I GO? Sigh.

I am the master of freaking out when it's not necessary. Sigh :(

EDIT: Woah, this eljay turned 5 years old a week ago. RIDICULOUS

well.

I had a RE-RE morning. I took too long getting reading so I was outside about to take off walking but i looked at my phone at it was 10:07 and I was like CRAP cuz there's no way i could make it by walking. so I went over to my bike but both the tires were too flat for riding so I was like NOW WHAT. I decided to drive even though that's retarded cuz I only live like... 3/4 a mile from school D:
But I did anyway but the only parking spaces open in the most convenient lot said "Reserved for COE" which I don't know what is. But anyway I ended up driving all around campus trying to find a space, giving up, and going back to the first place and just parking in the reserved section. It was a hideous waste of time and gas I tell you what. Especially because I was late for class anyway.

I will drown my sorrows in freshly downloaded Dr. Who and possibly finally writing up on the rest of that craptastic book.

And this rice when it gets done cooking.

My air conditioner is so gross and humid and ineffective man D:
I've been sleeping like CRAP lately.

My A/C wasn't like this a few weeks ago. It's like we got rain and now it's just FREAKING OUT or... something. I don't know :(

I have to start my math class today (so I should be getting ready not typing) which sucks but we're seeing Pirates tonight so at least there's that.

I've been kinda grumpy since yesterday. I think I'll call my dad.

First day of work:
Meh. Probably better than data entry - at least more interesting. My lack of decent non-tshirt shirts might prove a problem eventually though. Plus the crazy heat. I achieved one good thing which was making the printer on the computer I'm using work and did one dumb thing which was accidentally print a bunch of letters twice since they were all on the same word document even though I only wanted to redo one. D:

I guess it'll get easier as I get used to it.

After that we rather randomly went to White Sands which was fun but also prickly and invasive. Got some awesome sunset clouds though, it was super pretty :)

ok making a bit of food and going to bed now.

EDIT: is it odd that I can't shake the feeling that I forgot to flush the toilet last time I used it? I mean, why wouldn't I have right? But like... that's gross if I didn't. It's BUGGING ME. But I can't just ask my roommate HEY DID I FLUSH BEFORE YOU WENT IN LAST because... that's weird. Very weird. It will just have to plague me.

The more time I spend with a roommate here the more I hope this 3 bedroom thing with claire and charles works out because I find myself really not wanting to be at home just for annoyance. Which is bad when you have a paper to write.

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