I CHANGED MY ICON

IT'S NOT PUCCA ANYMORE.

Sorry Pucca.

Did I mention I read pretty much all of Girls With Slingshots last night while not sleeping until like 4 AM?
Woah.

I posted a picture in a "Who should I cosplay" thread on /cgl/ and it didn't result in the mangling of my self esteem that I expected. In fact, somebody was actually nice!

It's shocking.

It was recommended that I cosplay Squirrel Girl. Which I actually think would be pretty fun, especially because she's an advocate for comics that are fun and not GRIMDARK.

wtg, Squirrel Girl. I think I would like to dress up as you, someday.
oh

oh wonderful

I missed my dad calling at 10:30 saying "oh I missed your call because I was on a walk" when I called at 7:30 and he answered and was out of his head and he didn't even remember it to the point where he tried to call me and lie about it 3 hours later?

WHAT THE FUCK IS MY LIFE?

CHRIST.

I should have been in bed ages ago but I know once I lay down to try and sleep I'm probably going to cry and I really don't want to.

This was so close to a nice relaxing weekend dad, despite everything. Way to go.

Fuck you.

God.
It was almost an entirely good weekend.

Despite being angry with him, I went home and visited my dad and had a decent time, went to dinner, watched some movies, etc, and he didn't drink while I was there. I had to help him get an interlock installed on his car because of his DUI, but I figured getting punished by bureaucracy might help his attitude. At the very least, with the interlock he can't get away with being quite so much of an idiot.

But he had to go an ruin my delusions of things being ok by being drunk already at 7:30 when I called to check in that I was home safe. What the fuck, he knew I'd be calling. And he had to have started drinking shortly after I left.

ffffffffffuuuuuuuuucccccccccccckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

I wish I could dump him like a bad boyfriend, but he's my dad.

Also my neighbor is being loud and all I want is quiet.

a;kwhe;giahwekljfa.

I was in a decent mood too. Fuck. I knew something was up when he didn't answer right away when I called.

fuck fuck fuck.

fuck.
I'M SO BORED OF MY GLASSES.

I think I might switch back to my thick plastic frames for a while, but what I really need is a new prescription. It's been at least 3 years since I got these and I feel like things are blurry that shouldn't be.

This is a boring post. I have nothing interesting to say.

Oh, except that the reporter guy that harassed Dr. Manhattan about cancer, Doug Roth, looks exactly like the main guy from Invasion of the Body Snatchers. I want to find Zack Snyder and demand to know if that was on purpose. Because it is seriously uncanny.

POD PEEEOPLLLEEEE
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

I LOST MY FUCKING REBATE ON MY FUCKING PS3!

I thought I read all the fine print and that I had until March 31st to fill out my rebate.

WELL GUESS WHAT, I HAD TILL 60 DAYS AFTER MY PURCHASE, WHICH WAS 3 DAYS AGO

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK. It's only till March 31st if you bought the damn thing on January 31st.

THAT'S 150 FREE DOLLARS THAT I JUST LOST

FUCK
FUCK
FUCK

I hate myself right now ;_;

excuse me while I go boil my lazy, retarded head.
Haha, oh my god. Sherlock Holmes on Batman Brave and the Bold.

"What did I tell you about being an imbecile Watson?"
"Uh... to.... stop?"

Poor Watson.
I confess to having stared dreamily into Jackie Earle Haley's eyes as Rorschach during the Watchmen movie, and to feeling incredibly bad about it.

But this?

This is the single grosses piece of Mary Sue fanart I have ever seen, ever.

Because, even barring the insane out of character nonsense this is, can you imagine what that man's breath must smell like? He lives on beans and sugar cubes and probably hasn't bathed since 1975. Seriously.

It just...

It gives me the wigs so bad. I can't even...

Aaauuuugggghhhhhh
So. My dad got a DUI. And I'm not remotely shocked.

Fucking....

sigh.

I don't wanna talk about it.

Have this instead.

Oh for heaven's sake.

I have an assignment due in astronomy tomorrow. I have one out of three questions answered. All I want to do is read more Midnighter (he just kicked Hitler in the nuts!), and yet I'm mindlessly browsing the internet instead because I can't find the information for my assignment easily and I can't be bothered to try, so I'm not doing what I really want to do or what I really need to do.

FFFFFFFFFFAAAAAAAAAAAIIILLLL.

I want to go to bed but... homework.

In other news, Little Big Planet is pretty amazing. I want to make a level that doesn't suck, but I don't have any inspiration at the moment for it. It's amazing how much flexibility they give you in level-making mode. Somebody made an MGS level and it's AMAZING. Also hard.

The music in that game really makes it for me though. It's stupendouusssssss
MORE TALES FROM ACADEMIA (and then I'll stop spamming you):

"For example, we became close enough after I moved to Las Cruces that unintelligible noises in various tones could be accurately interpreted by the other. So, if my sister said in a certain tone, “EEEEeeerrgh!” while reaching for something from the couch, I’d toss her the remote.

...


"This is always awkward, but luckily in most cases we could ease the situation by the person on the receiving end saying “EEEEeeerrgh!” and the revealer replying, “Oh, sorry dude, guess that was too much information.”"

I just need to write a conclusion but I'm bad at those :(
You can tell I'm gettin sick of writing papers when stuff like this comes out:

"Another contradiction we would come across regularly is the Openness-Closedness dialectic. This dialectic refers to the tension in a relationship between being open with others and wanting to keep some things private. With my sister, I was becoming more open, particularly about difficult issues within our family that we weren’t even aware of before she went to college, but there were still some things I chose not to talk to her about, which I won’t be describing in a relationship analysis paper, seeing as I wouldn’t even tell my sister about them. My sister also kept things to herself, which obviously I don’t know about specifically because she didn’t tell me."

....... should I leave it? The TA did say to keep them interesting because she has to read a jillion of them...

I also dolled up my layout FINALLY. It has the same basic scheme as my myspace but oh well.

I should upload some more icons at some point, probably, seeing as I've only been using one for the past year and a half or something insane.
I just remembered another dual persona guy for my list - Grimmer and the Magnificent Steiner in Monster.

BAAWWWWWW.

Grimmer :'(

Now I want to watch that show again.
I had the worst night of not-sleeping ever last night. Was up til two, tried to go to sleep, maybe fell asleep for a bit between 4 and 5, then again between 6 and 7, but that was it. It was brutal D:

Brain would not shut UP about shit, from dumb fandom crap to really depressing life crap and I couldn't get my temperature right at all, I was either way too hot or too cold or hungry or WHATEVER and now I feel like deeeaaaattthhhhhh.
Today was a waaaaaaaaaaaaste. Sorta. I read the first half of Persepolis for my class, and then went on to read most of the second half. Problem is, I have two other assignments I should have been working on - Evaluations of Databases for Library Science, and a stupid communications paper, where we're supposed to analyze our relationship with somebody. And I have no idea what to write about unless I write about something depressing (i.e. anything involving my dad). Unless I wrote about my boy FAILURES but that's still kind of sad-ish and also pathetic. Hurrrrrrrr. This is a situation in which being a 23 year old with zero boyfriend history becomes a distinct disadvantage. We can write about any relationship, but something like that would be the easiest for evaluating it based on the stages of relationship building blah blah blah in our books, at any rate. And it's supposed to be 5 pages long. WHAT.

Also Daylight Savings Time WHAT.

Also wasted a ton of time reading Watchmen related crap. I think I have a problem with characters that have multiple personas. Not so much multiple personalities schizophrenia stuff, just factioning of personality aspects. Main example of the moment obviously being Rorschach vs. Walter Kovacs. But this also includes Snake vs. Dave, Otacon vs. Hal, Mr. Orange vs. Freddy Newandyke, even Nite Owl vs. Daniel Dreiberg, a little bit (at least where his nether regions are concerned hurr hurr hurr). This doesn't really apply to traditional superheroes as much as I would expect it to. Steve Rogers simply is Captain America, Tony Stark is Iron Man, even when he's suit-piloting under the influence, Peter Parker and Spider-man simply are the same people. Those identities are isolated for completely different reasons.

I wonder if this has any connection to the fact that I totally wish I had a nickname? If so, it is disturbing. lol it's late and I'm going to hate tomorrow morning so much :(
Listen.

I know alot of you guys don't care much for hip-hop and rap but listen LISTEN

I really like this song. Alot.



Just had to share because I'm downloading rap instead of working on my paper. I have .... not quite a page! Sigh.

I want to open my 10$ on-sale port but that is NOT GOING TO HELP THE WRITING PROCESS OK.
WATCHMEN )

I have a paper to write for my Graphic Narrative class and I really don't want to do it, but it's due tomorrow at midnight and I really want to bake some bread tomorrow, so I should be writing it right now but uuggghhh. Strugglin'

I'm trying to make my captain america shirt happen, but I keep running into problems with the top shirt part. I think I'd be better off just getting a size small shirt and leaving it alone and just whacking off the bottom and leaving it as just a t-shirt.

STUPID PAPER. I DON'T WANT TO WRITE YOU.

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