Jan. 11th, 2009

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKK I'm still in Denver. I don't get back to El Paso until 11:30. jkJF;kajdsfjkJKJJFFFFFF.

LAYOVERS FOR THE LOSE.

I will have been in airplanes/airports for nearly 14 hours. DDDD:

I played silent hill before my first flight and on the plane. It wasn't as scary then! Although it was daytime silent hill. My battery started dying when I was going to the middle school in EVIL DARK silent hill which is worse. Still. I was proud of me.

I'm ready to get back to normal life. I'm feeling really ARJ;AKHGKJAWEKFJ about alot of things (Mostly Dad problems still, followed by "i don't want to graduate evarrrr" in a close second) and I think it's probably mostly because I'm tired and grouchy and 500-ish miles from home right now. I'm hoping I'll be able to cope better back home doing normal life stuff. I wish I could get over the dad thing. It just makes me so ANNGGRRYYYY on so many levels. Main points being: It makes me not want to talk to or visit my dad very badly, and I resent having to feel that way, and even more I resent not being able to do anything AND I resent his inability/unwillingness to change anything, DESPITE saying "omg I don't want you to feel uncomfortable coming home!" when THAT IS IS EXACTLY WHAT IS HAPPENING and it feels like losing a parent. Nevermind that I worry about his overall health in a more literal "don't die" kind of way. UNSOLVABLE PROBLEM IS UNSOLVABLE (BY ME ANYWAY)

I need to find a way to stop thinking about this ;___;

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